Feeling Inadequate

Every have a day. or two,or three, where you just simply let yourself do nothing? How do you feel after the day is done? I've had a few of those days in a row and as bad as I feel about it, I can't figure out why I do it again?
I tell myself tomorrow is another day, forgive myself and expect to be productive the next day. I did that Saturday and Sunday and on Monday~today~I did nothing! Now, I'll give you the excuse that I slept horribly last night and while that's true, other's have lousy nights of sleep but they manage to accomplish something. What's the key that will unlock these ruts that I allow myself to get into??
Now, this blog isn't about beating myself up, not at all. I think this blog will be about finding myself and learning~ hopefully~ how others deal with the same issues that I face. I know I can't be alone in this... I'm simply not that unique! LOL!

Today, I was a mom that knew her kids shouldn't sleep in until noon and lay around the rest of the day watching tv, but allowed them to and kept them company while they did it.

Today, I was the same woman that made this awesome "goal chart" for the boys and I to refer to every day.. I spent over an hour making it look just so... Yet, today, I did nothing on that list beyond the absolute necessities.
Wanna see my list?? I knew that you would!!! Here it is! All the little tasks that would make our live better!!

Dan Brush AM
Nick Brush AM
Nick Brush PM
Dan Brush PM
Nick Read 15 minutes
Dan Read 15 minutes
Dan Math 15 minutes
Nick Math 15 minutes
Feed and Water Cats
Feed and Water Guineas
Scoop Litter
Quick Clean Bathroom
Tidy Living room
Tidy Dining room
Wash Dishes
Tidy Kitchen Counter
Dishes Put Away
Vacuum Living room
Vacuum Dining room
One load of laundry
Boys Tidy Room
Laundry away



Today, I was the woman that is very overweight and the woman that just went to the grocery store and has ample groceriess, and the woman that is seriously considering joining weightwathers, but ~are you ready for this??~ asked her loving husband to pick up Mc Donalds for supper. God Love Him, HE DID! Can you say ENABLER I knew you could!!



Today, I was the woman that is trying to be frugal, responsible and I didn't pick up the phone one time to book a show. By the way, I'm a Premier Designs jeweler and really do love my company, product and customers... Go Figure..